a message to esther

yeap, i think it would be rather long for me to post this in esther's tagboard. so anyway, here's something for you...

well, read your updated post and ur performance dairy. came to know that its was talking abt you not doin well for ur own act and about self-esteem. maybe you r jus being a perfectionist? (like me heh!). maybe you were the one on the stage thats why u tends to know where's your mistake? but i think being a performer, knowing your own flaws aint the most important. i think the critics are as important!

i think what your friends said about your performance werent condolences uh.. i think they really enjoyed. like i did! i think everyone out there did, like Jin and some of my friends as well. i think everyone wanna perform at their very best. but first u jus gotta have confidence in it? i think one shd learn their mistakes and strive for the better. do your very best rather than knowing your mistakes and "complain" abt it somehow? you wont be able to perform to your very best if one keep "complaining".. yeap.. the performance will jus stop there facing all the critics. its jus like any other rubbish people dump, it eventually turns bad and unpleasant
(haha.. i jus wonder if this a good example?).

thats jus part and parcel of one's life...its whether u wanna make your journey worthwhile. not everything in life goes smooth..but i think its possible for us to mend it the way we want to!

talk tons of crap. hahaha. i read le oso blur!!